spa.

Chem was horrid. I blanked out.


I had an mc for the day, but i still decided to take the paper in the end. I blanked out. I couldnt remember the functional groups, i couldnt remember my reactions. I couldnt even remember the reliability and safety conditions. Heh.

I started crying when people started talking about SPA.

I'm really not in the mood to say anything now. But i just decided to type this to reassure Lyon that i'm alright. Haha. Thanks for picking up the call even though well, you're still upset over things with yunqi. I think i would have cried for an even longer time if you didnt. I guess the 5 years really have not been a waste. Haha. Thanks bro.




Hello God. I was still unable to cast everything aside like you told me to. I'm sorry i was still so afraid. I just cant let go of all those insecurities and fears. In the end fear took over me and i couldnt do my utmost. Nevertheless, thank you for the angels you've sent to comfort me and reassure me. Jesus, you are my provider, my strength, my miracle maker. I know you have plans for me, somehow, no matter how tough the path might be, you will still make a way.